omg laik hai you all;;;;;; xxxxx domestic habitx.

I haven't been on this crap for who knows how long. Hmm while I was typing the previous sentence, I realized that somehow every post starts with something like "I haven't been here for a while.....blablabla". And the font is really tiny..... OH YOU KNOW WHAT I HATE???? I HATE HOW WHEN I DON'T ACCEPT MY FACEBOOK'S REQUESTS FOR 3 DAYS,,,,, (i ignore ALL application requests) i get 10 over friend requests, 30 over event requests and 20 over page/group requests!!!!!! It mother fucking floods my page and it sucks. Anyhow, winter has been great, besides the fact that everywhere I go, I have to worry about not having enough layers. Oh my momma, I remembered last Saturday (when Carmen left New York), I was asked to attend "Rob, Porto and Anthony's Awesome Apartment Great Party!!". Since Steven was gonna give us a ride, I decided to wear sheer stockings with my vans, an oversized off shoulder top and shorts. BUT ONLY UP TO BUFF STATE. Because we had to walk. IN THE COLD!!!!!! You don't know how torturing it is!!!!! Speaking of parties, it has allllllll been great. Ninjasonik, JFK MSTRKRFT, Mario Bee, DJbones aka Sam Turner, chilling in my mates rooms, random visits, hanging out in the car the whole day and driving aimlessly, phi sigma sigma phi kappa psi phi delta. Besides being a "wildxxchild", I have a school life. AND YOU KNOW WHAT'S THE OTHER THING I HATE??? I just hate how some (cute and tall) boys never really fail to tell you "I'm just hanging out and looking really good". Well. How bout a nice warm cup of SHUT THE FUCK UP. Sometimes I think I was born backwards.....I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love I hate, and the people I hate... I'm just a 17 year old ready to change in my leather jacket for a mink coat. Talking about school, it is about time to decide on my major. My "goal" is to be an aesthetic doctor. But then again I want to follow my father's footsteps, to be in the fashion scene and be in charge of the catwalks and music (FYI my dad was famous in HongKongLand) OR be like my mother. Stay at home and only design custom made jewelry when someone comes to her and asks her to. My aim is to have MY OWN scene, like Uffie/YSAPEREZ. They do whatever the fuck they want, detached from whatever trend is happening and people respect that. I want to spit in face of purists all the time.

I have typed way too much. Amo.
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Hallo....It has been a while since I've last came to redundant space. See that picture? I love how my boys complain I'm tiny but still pile up on me and all I do is laugh. It's such a wonderful feeling listening to Trespassers William at 4am. A huge contrast from all the partying and late nights throughout my 3 weeks here. Christmas / New Years / Good friends / Family / Snoball. Comforting. Feel like Juno, feel like death, 2010 the year of no fear. I leave Singapore in aprrox. 50 hours. I'll be back when May comes.

* you make me feel alive . sleep well. * we chillin in the inn. bambi lovin. flying solo back home. u livin in a dome. this is some mother fuckin sstupid ya'll. stupid shit ya'll. this is where the wild things are mother fuckers.

----- have to check out nino's page, http://www.youtube.com/90muesli, see you on sat nino. and everyone else. hopefully.

Tomorrow evening, we will be driving further up up up in the City to spend Thanksgiving at Angela's. I hope Sarah's present will arrive on time, sorry I won't be home for your birthday. You should know by now that I am extremely excited to go back to Singapore for Christmas. On a side on, as much as I swore never to read or watch Stephanie Meyer's productions, I WATCHED NEW MOON TONIGHT :) It was............ Don't know. But now, Jacob's my new pet wolf.

Goodnight, it's 4 in the morning, have class to attend later before I have my breakfast and pack my bags.

Love, charmie uffie